no mood pls

aku rase teramatlah down because of things yg aku rase mcm xpenting pn tpi entah knape la kan. pade aku mende mende remeh cmni bole jadi besa. hari ni ade tusyen. usually, those losers xkan datang. its better. tak payah nk menghadap muke dorang, xpayah nk fikir pasal dorang slalu. then nk study pn senang. kpale x berat. everything goes smoothly. tpi hri ni dorang datang tusyen. kelas riuh rendah. and you know what? paper 1 chem. aku dapat 8 out of 25 ques yg dah dibincangkan. shit shit shit. tak boleh ke kalau sekali je aku boleh buat mcm those losers tu tros jadi losers and berambus dalam hdup aku? or pretend dorang xde? harrr.

then balek je tusyen, kne jage cc ni. komp ni lambat nk mati. aku dah stress. nk je hentak semue bende. menyampah sangat. pastu ade budak2 pulak masok men game. shit. i hate their smells, bisengbiseng dorang, and mencarot2. macam dah besa sangat nk mencarot. pastu jeritjerit. my goat, dorang buat aku pening kpale seriusly.

and hari ni aku bukak facebook. adela highlights about profile yg dah updated en. ade la satu album ni. "open house" it said. profile ni aku knal sape die. then aku pn tgok la gmba2 die. skali ade gmba my team from media club. what? die ajak club ni but tak ajak sub editor? its me btw. mmg kecewe sgt. i felt like makan dalam gile. lately pn everyone dalam club ni mmg klau ade aktvt, x ajak aku pn. editor pn x inform. aku tny la jugak. dorang bgla alasan, aku nk spm. tanak kacau. but this?

kite gerak same same and what you going to say? sbb aku spm x lame lagi? hell lah. ade yg nk pmr pn die ajak alah selambe je? pissed off. but mcm biaselah. sape nk kesah what i feels. aku ade kt situ sbb aku sub-editor. tu je. i dont know what rumors dorang nk terbitkan. well guess what? your editor yg cakap. aku xpayah nk tugas sgt sbb aku nk spm dah. ignore me if i said. i am still in this club.

my mr.A dah due hari die asek tertido je. penat sgt? well aku jage cc ni ade ke kate penat smpai tertido? nope. everyone buat aku menyampah. ntah. oh yes. one more thing. those loser tu ajak satu klas tusyen aku pgi open house dorang. ceh, aku x terhina nk join. budak budak x matang.